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Name: Ruby
Location: Melbourne, Australia
Gender: Female

Interests: Art...Music..Shopping..Eating..Sleeping.. Movies...Making friends....
Expertise: ~~Hide myself behind the cabinet~~ ~~Trying to be self-contained~~
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art

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Member Since: 10/26/2005

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Fucking worse day~*

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO ANNYOYED...

I CAN'T STAND ANYMORE...

I FEEL SO SICK OF EVERYTHING...

WHY THE WORLD IS DARKNESS???

I CAN'T SEE & FEEL ANY HAPPINESS RECENTLY..

LUCKLY Kz ARE HERE FOR ME & SOME OTHER FRIENDS...

OTHERWISE..I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME...

THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH...

DO YOU KNOW???

I'M BEEN FAING OF MY ACTUAL MOOD & FEELING FOR LIKE FEW DAYS???

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH ME RECENTLY..

I AM SO EASY TO GET GRUMPY & SO EASY TO FEEL UPSET..

KILL ME PLEASE....ELSE I CAN'T STOP THINKING THOSE BAD THINGS...

**TODAY IS JUST SUCK DAY & UNLUCKY DAY FOR ME**

I'VE GOT COUGH BY MR XXXX ( DICKHEAD) ABOUT MY HAIR & MY SHOES..

I HATE PEOPLE LOOKING AT ME IN THE OTHER WAY...

BESIDE THAT I AM IN VERY BAD MOOND TODAY...

AM I A BITCH???

AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGHT TO YOU ALL??

I JUST WANT TO BE WHAT I AM ...

I JUST WANT SOME PERSONAL SPACE...

I HAVE MY OWN FRIENDS...

I HAVE MY OWN GROUP & LIFE...

CAN YOU JUST FUCK OFF....

JUST LEAVE ME & OTHERS ALONE...

PLEASE DON'T FUCKING BOTHER US..

I AM OUT OF CONTROL...

(SORRY FOR I SWORE..BUT I AM JUST VERY ANGRY..SAD..AND PISSED OFF)

CRY CRY CRY..

SICK OF CRYING..

I AM NUMB...

EVEN MY TEARING OR I AM CRYING..

BUT I CAN'T ACTUAL FEEL MY PAIN...

I REALLY KNOW THAT I AM BACK TO WHERE I WAS AGAIN...

I FEEL CUTTING AGAIN..

I FEEL PUNCH WALL AGAIN..

I KNOW I WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN..

I KNOW I WILL STOP MYSELF NOT TO AGAIN..

BUT I FEEL LIKE DOING IT...

SHIT**

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH ME??

WHY I AM SAD???

WHY I AM ANNOYED???

WHY I AM GRUMPY???

WHO CAN ACTUALLY TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH ME??

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

	First diary of 2007 Havent use my xanga for a long while.. Start on I will use my xanga... And write down all my feeling~~ Recently feel so annoyed because my drumming didnt improve well~ And i felt kind of lazy recently to go practise my drums...
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

1. ‚÷ÙÂÄã¼ÈÈË‚Sß…‚€? Cindy lai (BB..)

2. ÚÍ¬Äã¼ÈêP‚S? Best Friend (FOREVER...)

3. Œ‘³öÄãŒ¦Ú¼È5‚€ºÃÓ¡Ïó? 1: Cute face 2: Short but so cute (sorry) 3: If you smiling you will have a sweet smiling 4: Always friendly & kind 5: You such a sweet girl... (Dont forget to put your smiling on always please!!)

4. ÚŒ¦Äã×öß^×îÉî¿ÌµÄÊÂ? My sweet 16th birthday, you gave me a birthday cared & there had a cute picture of us (bb....)

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Cindy lai..Maturelady..Ella..Fiona..Shannon..Ella..ruymakaki!!

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Sunday, May 21, 2006